The moments when I feel closest to my son is when he is still on my chest. I think this may be his favorite place to sleep. When he was first born, he liked to be cradled in my arms, but now he likes to be upright with his head on my chest. There is a sense of closeness with him that I feel in these moments, when he is still. Perhaps the Father longs for the same with us?
I am reminded of the scene in the Bible where the disciple John leans his head on Jesus’ breast (John 13:25). To me, this is the most precious moment of intimacy in the Bible. A man laid his head on the breast of God incarnate. John was “the disciple whom Jesus loved” (John 21:20). Perhaps it was not that Jesus loved John more, but perhaps it was simply because John chose to draw closer to Jesus. In fact, he drew nearest to Jesus in Jesus’ suffering on the cross.
God loves everyone, but He is not close with everyone. We can be as close to Him as we want to be. James 4:8 says, “Draw near to God and He will draw near to you.” Or, “Come close to God, and God will come close to you” (NLT).
When my son is fussy, I still love him. When he cries, I still love him. No matter what he does, I am still going to love him and provide for him. But, when he is still, I feel closest to him. It makes my heart feel good as he rests in my arms. I wonder if God feels closest to me when I am still?
Certainly, we can cry, we can fuss, we can complain at times. But how much better is it if we would just simply trust?
Psalm 46:10 says,
“Be still, and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations,
I will be exalted in the earth!”
The waters may roar and be troubled and the mountains may shake (v. 3), but “There is a river whose streams shall make glad the city of God” (v. 4). The nations may rage, but the Lord is our refuge (v. 6, 11). There is a place in God where, no matter what is going on around us, we can be still. Be still and know that He is God. He is taking care of everything.
Isaiah 30:15 says, “In repentance and rest is your salvation, in quietness and trust is your strength…” (NIV).
The truth is, everything we need is found in God. His provision is all-sufficient. Right now, everything my son needs he finds in my wife and I (mostly my wife, because she feeds him). Likewise, when we crawl in Father’s lap, lay our heads on His chest, we can rest in His all-sufficient provision. He will not fail us.
We can cry, fuss, complain, get upset, or have a bad attitude. God is merciful. He still loves us. But how much better is it to simply learn to be still and trust? Take your eyes off your circumstances, look to Him, praise Him and trust Him.
Proverbs 3:5-6 says,
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
And lean not on your own understanding;
In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He shall direct your paths.”
When we lean on our own understanding, we become self-focused, anxious and fearful. When we lean on Him, we find peace, joy, rest, and healing. If we will take time every day to simply sit with Him, I believe that it not only blesses His heart, but in this place of stillness we also find the freedom and healing that we need.