What I’ve Learned in My Adventure with God – Part 2

In a recent article, I shared four lessons I’ve learned as I have journeyed with the Lord. In this article I will share four more lessons learned. Let’s get started!

#5 – God Leads by His Spirit in Different Ways

I have previously shared how God led me to Texas through a dream, but not every major decision in my life has been prompted by a dream. I am grateful that God has spoken to me through dreams, but you don’t need a dream from God to be led by the Holy Spirit.

God certainly leads us through His written word, but sometimes we need more specific direction when it comes to specific decisions.

When it comes to making these decisions, God may lead us by speaking directly to our spirits through an impression or inner voice. I think this is an area where Christians sometimes struggle because we have to learn the difference between our emotions and the voice of the Holy Spirit. I would encourage you to desire to be led by the Spirit, but to be sure to test everything to ensure you are really hearing from God.

God will also speak to us through the counsel of a trusted friend or pastor who can help us confirm that we are being led by the Lord. God may also lead through circumstances, such as open or closed doors.

Entire books have been written on this subject, so I’ll not go into great detail except to say that God always leads through peace. However, it is important to note that spiritual peace is not the same as emotional peace. I have made decisions where I felt emotional turmoil yet God’s peace was evident. Emotions can be wonderful but our emotions are a part of our flesh which needs to be dedicated to God. We cannot always trust our emotions, but we can always trust God’s peace and the leading of His Spirit.

“For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, these are sons of God.” -Romans 8:14

#6 – God’s Kingdom is of Greater Value than anything of this Earth

When I was a younger man, I had such a hunger for God’s presence in my life. I wanted God like The Parable of the Hidden Treasure and The Parable of the Pearl of Great Price (see Matthew 13:44-46). There were times I would lie on my bed just crying out to God for more of Him. I also think I had an emotional void in my life that I wanted God to fill. As the years have gone by, I believe my hunger is still there but perhaps not with the same raw and deep emotional intensity I once had. Also, I can say that God has filled the void I once felt and, although there are areas where I still lack, I am a more full and complete man than I once was.

My desire to walk with the Lord has not changed. More than ever, I want my life to count for eternity. I want to be a man that walks with God. I want my sons to see their Papa as a man who seeks the Lord. The more I journey with God, the more I see that the value of the eternal is vastly more important than anything of this world. This world and everything in it is passing away. It is but a vapor, a brief moment in time. This life matters, but eternity matters so much more.

It saddens me when I see so many people who appear to be living for only this earth with little thought for eternity. We need to have an eternal perspective and live for God by investing in His Kingdom, seeking Him more than anything this world has to offer.

“Do not lay up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy and where thieves break in and steal; but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.” -Matthew 6:19-20

#7 – God is More Concerned with My Character than My Success

When I was younger, I wanted to do something great for God. I remember reading David Wilkerson’s book, The Cross and the Switchblade, and being inspired by how his commitment to prayer launched him into a powerful ministry. Yet, I have often found myself in places which seem so far away from my dreams. I worked for an employer for over 13 years and often felt like I was laboring in obscurity, unnoticed and underappreciated. Then I went to law school and now I’m a state of Texas employee and not in the ministry. Though I have served the Lord and have been involved in some form of ministry much of my life, I have yet to realize my big dream.

We named our first son Joseph in part because of the personal connection I feel to Joseph’s character in the Bible. Joseph displayed impeccable character in the face of great disappointments as he labored in obscurity until the day came for God to promote him. During that time, God proved Joseph’s character and proved His word true in Joseph’s life.

God wants us to face difficulties as opportunities to grow stronger in faith, love and character. As we grow stronger, we take further steps into our destiny in the Lord. The book of your life is not fully written. God has more.

“My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. But let patience have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing.” –James 1:2-4

#8 – God Loves Me and He is Proud of Me!

My Father really loves me, yes He does! There was a time where I struggled to believe that I am loved by God. Through the fires of adversity, God has given me a greater revelation of His love and my confidence has grown.

A few years ago, I graduated law school. Law school was tough, probably the hardest thing I’ve done in my life. I don’t think I always handled the pressure well. I often had to study and/or attend class from morning until evening, six days a week, and sometimes I had to do school work on Sundays. Leslie and I also struggled in our marriage during this time and had too much conflict.

Despite everything, during the graduation ceremony the Lord whispered to me, “You are my beloved son, I am pleased with you.” I sensed His pleasure. Leslie was sitting in the crowd and told me later that she felt God speaking the same thing to her around the same time He spoke to me. It was an affirming moment. Despite the difficulties, we had persevered in obedience to God’s call and had passed the test. I emerged from law school with a greater confidence in myself and in God. Now, I do not doubt God’s love for me. I am His son, His beloved son. My Father is proud of me!

“See what great love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are! -I John 3:1 (NIV)

The Adventure of Working with God

Being led by the Spirit is an exciting adventure. When Jesus said, “Follow Me, and I will make you fishers of men”, his disciples may not have realized what they were getting themselves into (see Matthew 4:18-22). Certainly, none of them could say following Jesus was ever boring. The miracles they saw, the incredible teachings they heard, Jesus walking on water, the dead raised, demons fleeing, the Mount of Transfiguration – they were probably always on their toes wondering what was going to happen next. They were part of a great adventure of doing God’s work.

Several years ago, a friend and I took a trip to Florida. I was looking forward to enjoying a nice vacation. Admittedly, my thoughts were not on doing God’s work. But my friend was focused on being an evangelist. Before we left, however, there were a couple of people who said something to me about our trip or prayed for me. There was a certain quality to their words and prayer that made me feel like God was up to something more than us just having a fun vacation.

We drove across Louisiana, slept one night in our car in Alabama, camped at a beautiful beach near Pensacola, Florida, and continued our journey southeast through Florida. On the fourth day, we made it to Hollywood, Florida, a suburb of Miami. My friend wanted to visit the apartment where he had lived a few years back and where, as I remember, he had rededicated his life to Christ.

A girl named Shay was living in his old apartment. For about an hour and a half we sat by the pool and talked with her about the Lord. She was very open to talking about Christianity but wanted to debate a lot of different things. My friend did almost all of the talking as I sat quietly. As we got up to leave, I felt in my heart God wanted me to say something to her. 

I hesitated because I wasn’t 100% certain that I was hearing from God, but I felt like I had to say it, so I did. The Lord told me that she had been abused by a man and that God wanted to heal her heart and be a father to her. I assumed God meant she had been abused by her father (wrong assumption), but when I gave the word to her, she confirmed she had been abused by her uncle. It was evident that God was touching her heart. She said to me, “You’re quiet, but you’re powerful.”

Then, we visited another apartment where a man named Tony lived. He had recently suffered a stroke and we felt led to pray for his healing. As we prayed, something powerful began to rise up inside of me as I felt the Holy Spirit. It was so strong, I had to move. I couldn’t stay in the apartment. I walked into the street and began to pray loudly, interceding for the apartment complex and declaring salvation to the city.

I’d not had such an experience like this before, to this intensity, it was like electricity was flowing through my body as God’s anointing was strong. I don’t recall anyone in my sight, but if anyone was nearby, they certainly would have heard me praying. It was an awesome moment. I believe God was using my prayers to bring about change in the heavenly realms.

There were other times during the trip that my friend reached out to others to share the gospel, but this was the high point of the trip for me. After our short time in Hollywood, we drove down to the Florida Keys and camped in a state park. We went snorkeling from a sailboat on the Atlantic Ocean and had an overall good time. One morning in the tent, my friend and I woke up to this incredible sense of peace. It was like we were lying in a pool of supernatural peace. It seemed like God was saying to us, “You did what I brought you here to do, I’m pleased with you.” We felt God’s pleasure.

Romans 8:14 says, “For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, these are sons of God.” When we follow Jesus, we should expect God to lead us by His Spirit, especially when we are doing His work. We can expect signs and miracles to follow us (see Mark 16:17-18).

Jesus said, “My Father is always at his work to this very day, and I too am working” (John 5:17, NIV). Even as a young man, Jesus said, “Did you not know that I must be about My Father’s business?” (Luke 2:49). We are all called to partner with Father God in the family business of advancing God’s kingdom, gathering in a harvest of souls and showing compassion to those in need.

You don’t necessarily have to travel to Florida or another country to do the Father’s work. You don’t necessarily have to stand in the middle of the street and pray loudly. The important thing is that we each do what God has called us to do and go where He has called us to go. Each of us is equipped to do the Father’s work. He does the heavy lifting; we simply join with Him in what He is already doing. Step out in faith and believe God to do mighty things through you!

He Has Come to Judge (Love) the World

COVID Pic“For I will pass through the land of Egypt on that night, and will strike all the firstborn in the land of Egypt, both man and beast; and against all the gods of Egypt I will execute judgment: I am the Lord. Now the blood shall be a sign for you on the houses where you are. And when I see the blood, I will pass over you; and the plague shall not be on you to destroy you when I strike the land of Egypt.” -Exodus 12:12-13

While God was judging Egypt, He was revealing His love to His people. For some it was a time of wailing and mourning, for others it was a time of redemption and revelation. For those with the blood of the Lamb on their doorposts, it was a time of safety and protection. The fact is, apart from Christ, we would all crumble under the mighty hand of God’s justice. God is a God of truth and justice, but also a God of mercy and love and grace. It is God’s desire that none perish, but that all people turn to Him. His mercy triumphs over judgment!

I’ve realized in my life that during difficult seasons my concept of God has sometimes been wrong. Testing reveals our concept of God. If I see God as a loving Father who cares for me and loves me unconditionally, I can rest in intimate trust of my loving Heavenly Father. I feel secure. I am not afraid. But if I see Him as an angry judge waiting to find a reason to pour out wrath upon me, I fear.

The truth is, there is an element of truth in each concept of God. God is love, but He is also judge. Jesus came “full of grace and truth” and He also came to reveal the Father. At times, Jesus was stern and demanding. At times He was intensely narrow as He called His disciples to walk a narrow road, to forsake all to follow Him. He sternly rebuked the religious leaders and rebuked his disciples for their lack of faith. Truth.

On the other hand, He was moved with great compassion for people, He healed the sick and cast out demons, and He was willing to quickly forgive and welcome repentant sinners into His kingdom. Grace.

God’s qualities are not opposing forces but demonstrations of the fullness of His character.

With my son, Joseph, sometimes I have to be stern and sometimes I have to correct him. He’s still working on the obedience part! My motive is always love. My motive is to protect Him because I want what is best for him. Sometimes my motive is to protect what is precious to me. For example, Joseph likes my journals, but these journals are important to me. I know if he gets his hands on them he might tear them. He doesn’t yet know how to handle these kind of things. More importantly, I would never allow him to mistreat Leslie because she is precious to me. It’s important to me that he treats her with respect. At Joseph’s age, he doesn’t completely understand why I don’t permit him to do certain things or to have certain things, but my motive is always what is best for Him.

At other times (most of the time I hope), I show Joseph my love. I hold him, hug him, kiss him, play with him, and take care of him. He’s my beloved son and I am very proud of him. More than anything else, I want him to know how much I love him. I want him to feel safe. I want to enjoy him. But I cannot tolerate disobedience; I am bound to discipline him for his own good. I prefer not to discipline him, in fact, I often hesitate to discipline him because I don’t want to be too harsh and I don’t want to wound his emotions. I would rather enjoy him, but sometimes discipline is necessary. My discipline of him is not in opposition to my love for him.

Likewise, God, whose motives are always pure, sometimes acts with zeal, even anger, to protect His children. Sometimes He acts to punish wrongdoing, as any good judge should. Sometimes He disciplines us to draw us back to Himself, but He always does so in love. As I may act to protect my journal or to require that Joseph honor Leslie, sometimes God acts to protect His own glory. All that He does, He does in love. His anger is but for a moment, but His favor is for a lifetime. He is slow to anger and long-suffering, but abounding in love and faithfulness. God is love. God is holy. He is holy love. He is never one without the other.

Right now the world is being shaken to its core by COVID-19. For all of this, on some level, we feel the weight of testing. But for those who are in Christ this can be a time of drawing nearer to the love of the Father, a time of knowing Him deeper and experiencing His arms of protection. God is a judge and I believe He is judging the world right now. His judgment is not for the purpose of inflicting pain or punishment, but for the purpose of drawing people to Himself. God’s judgment always is motivated to redeem. God wants to heal, but we must turn to Him for healing. We must turn towards His love.

Stay Close to the Father

I recently dreamed that I was prophesying from a church platform. I stood next to a pastor, his identity was unknown to me. I had a microphone in my hand and prophesied from the stage. The prophecy was like a short rhyme, but I don’t recall all the words. It was something like, “Jesus, Jesus, seek Him with all your heart.” The general message of the prophecy was to seek the Lord, to be close to Him.Head on Chest

Then I heard clearly, “Evil days are coming, walk closely to me so I can protect you.”

Next, I saw a silhouette of the Father. In this vision, He was gathering His children close to Him with large and long arms. He was big, but gently reaching out His arms to bring His children close to Him. It was a picture of strength and tenderness.

Psalm 91:1 says,
Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High
will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.

Now is the time to seek God and draw close to the Father. For Him to protect us the way that He wants to, we must remain close to Him.

Proverbs 22:3 says,
A prudent man foresees evil and hides himself,
But the simple pass on and are punished.

God has not called us to be in hiding, but to hide ourselves in Him. If we will take the time to seek God in the secret place, He will protect us in the open spaces of this world. Stay close to the Father!

Blessings,

Jon

Be Still

ThHead on Cheste moments when I feel closest to my son is when he is still on my chest. I think this may be his favorite place to sleep. When he was first born, he liked to be cradled in my arms, but now he likes to be upright with his head on my chest. There is a sense of closeness with him that I feel in these moments, when he is still. Perhaps the Father longs for the same with us?

I am reminded of the scene in the Bible where the disciple John leans his head on Jesus’ breast (John 13:25). To me, this is the most precious moment of intimacy in the Bible. A man laid his head on the breast of God incarnate. John was “the disciple whom Jesus loved” (John 21:20). Perhaps it was not that Jesus loved John more, but perhaps it was simply because John chose to draw closer to Jesus. In fact, he drew nearest to Jesus in Jesus’ suffering on the cross.

God loves everyone, but He is not close with everyone. We can be as close to Him as we want to be. James 4:8 says, “Draw near to God and He will draw near to you.” Or, “Come close to God, and God will come close to you” (NLT).

When my son is fussy, I still love him. When he cries, I still love him. No matter what he does, I am still going to love him and provide for him. But, when he is still, I feel closest to him. It makes my heart feel good as he rests in my arms. I wonder if God feels closest to me when I am still?

Certainly, we can cry, we can fuss, we can complain at times. But how much better is it if we would just simply trust?

Psalm 46:10 says,
“Be still, and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations,
​​I will be exalted in the earth!”

The waters may roar and be troubled and the mountains may shake (v. 3), but “There is a river whose streams shall make glad the city of God” (v. 4). The nations may rage, but the Lord is our refuge (v. 6, 11). There is a place in God where, no matter what is going on around us, we can be still. Be still and know that He is God. He is taking care of everything.

Isaiah 30:15 says, “In repentance and rest is your salvation, in quietness and trust is your strength…” (NIV).

The truth is, everything we need is found in God. His provision is all-sufficient. Right now, everything my son needs he finds in my wife and I (mostly my wife, because she feeds him). Likewise, when we crawl in Father’s lap, lay our heads on His chest, we can rest in His all-sufficient provision. He will not fail us.

We can cry, fuss, complain, get upset, or have a bad attitude. God is merciful. He still loves us. But how much better is it to simply learn to be still and trust? Take your eyes off your circumstances, look to Him, praise Him and trust Him.

Proverbs 3:5-6 says,
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
And lean not on your own understanding;
In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He shall direct your paths.”

When we lean on our own understanding, we become self-focused, anxious and fearful. When we lean on Him, we find peace, joy, rest, and healing. If we will take time every day to simply sit with Him, I believe that it not only blesses His heart, but in this place of stillness we also find the freedom and healing that we need.