“I will give you the treasures of darkness
And hidden riches of secret places,
That you may know that I, the Lord,
Who call you by your name,
Am the God of Israel.”
-Isaiah 45:3, NKJV
If we’re not careful, we can miss the treasures found in the difficult places of our lives. The truth is, though life is wonderful, it is full of tests and trials. If we’re not careful, we may curse the darkness and miss the light. Though Jesus died to give us abundant life, the abundance of His life is experienced in the situations of real life. Real life contains disappointments, hardships and pain. The darkness can be dank and uncomfortable, but it can be the place where God is forming beauty.
Though God is our provider, we sometimes experience seasons of lack. Though we have the fellowship of the Spirit, we may endure times of loneliness. Though God has good plans for us, we sometimes pass through the wilderness of waiting.
“But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellence of the power may be of God and not of us. We are hard-pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed…” (II Corinthians 4:7-9, NKJV).
During the last couple of years, my wife and I have lived in the home of a church family and mostly in a small one-bedroom apartment. Our apartment has insufficient space for our growing family, as the Lord added Joseph to us about a year ago. We had to rent a small storage unit to clear some things out to make room for our little boy. As I’ve struggled to create space, I’ve complained. God, why did You put us in this small apartment when You knew we were going to have a baby? Yet, here in our small space, God has provided.
During this season, I’ve also struggled to learn a new job. At times, my work has left me feeling mentally drained and inadequate. It’s hardly my dream job and certainly we’re not living in our dream home. Although we’ve not experienced financial abundance, our bills are paid, credit cards paid off and we have not missed a meal. God has provided as we hope for better things.
There are treasures to be found in seasons of waiting. We may complain about the circumstances, but God is using those very circumstances to form within us something of beauty and substance, the holy character of God.
The baby is formed in the darkness of the womb. The seed settles into the dirt until the light draws forth a bountiful harvest. It was into a dark, void and formless earth that God said, “Let there be light.” In the darkness of slumber, God formed Eve for Adam. When he awoke from the blackness of sleep, he beheld the beauty. Indeed, beloved, God gives beauty for ashes.
In the night of my own waiting, I look around and see God. I see His hand on everything.
“even the darkness will not be dark to you;
the night will shine like the day,
for darkness is as light to you.”
-Psalm 139:12, NIV
I see Him in the loyalty and support of my wife. I see Him in the faces of my family members. I see Him in the help of a friend. I see God in my son’s laughter. As I hold Joseph to my chest and he lays his head on my shoulder, I feel the faithfulness of God. I thank God for our priceless gift. What an incredible joy he has brought to our lives. As I write this sentence, he’s pulling on my shirt, just wanting to be held.
Though I struggle and complain, I can feel the weight of God’s glory as I see Him at work in my life. He makes all things beautiful in its time (Ecclesiastes 3:11). He gives us treasures in darkness. Even in darkness, He spreads His glory everywhere.
“For it is the God who commanded light to shine out of darkness, who has shone in our hearts to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ” (II Corinthians 4:6, NKJV).
God rarely shows up at ideal times or under ideal circumstances. He reveals Himself in the dark places of life. As we pursue goals, chase dreams and live life, may we not forget to pause and drink deep the treasure of the moment. In your times of darkness, may you see His light.