“Return to your rest, my soul,
for the Lord has been good to you.”
While driving to Mexico this weekend, I spent some time praying. We left at about 4:30 a.m. and it’s about a 7-8 hour drive to the Mexican border. As I prayed, I reflected on my life. In March of this year, I turned 40. 40 feels like a milestone, kind of a half way point in my journey. 40 is a good time to reflect, I think. I also took some time to thank God.
It’s not uncommon for me to complain about what I don’t have or complain about the struggles of life (ask my wife). It’s easy for me to see what I lack rather than to focus on the good things. As I drove and prayed, I started at the beginning of my life and thought of good things God has done for me. As I recounted my journey thus far, I thanked Him for each thing.
It’s good to be thankful. I have to remind my soul of the goodness of God when I feel frustrated. At age 40, there are certainly hopes and goals I thought I would have reached by now. And sometimes I feel weary in the waiting on God during the delays. On the other hand, God has given me things for which I did not necessarily ask but have been great blessings. Some of His gifts have surprised me. And some of my dreams have been delayed to a place of heartache. Dreams that have died have been resurrected.
With that, I offer you this list of things for which I am thankful…perhaps, as you read this, now would be a good time for you to write out things you are thankful for and take some time to give thanks to God for His goodness.
20 Things for which I am Thankful:
1. For Jesus. I am thankful that I belong to Him, that He has redeemed and saved me, that I have an eternal home in heaven and that He is proud of me, His son. Even in difficult times, I am so glad I am able to live for Him. I love following Jesus.
2. My wife, Leslie. Even in the difficult times of our marriage, I am so glad God brought Leslie into my life. I am thankful for how she shows love to me, through foot rubs and the detailed care she gives to Joseph and I on a daily basis, and how we are growing together in the Lord on our healing journey.
3. My son, Joseph. Joseph has brought such great joy to our lives. I am so proud to be his papa. When I look at him, my heart is filled with such love. I am looking forward to the years ahead of being his dad, his friend and guiding him into manhood.
4. My mom. She loves the Lord with all her heart. She hungered after God, set a godly example for me, led me to the Lord, and taught me how to live for Him. My mom’s impact on my life is eternal.
5. My dad. Dad provided for his family and was always at my ball games as a boy, and worked hard for his family. I am grateful that my dad was always present and faithful to his family.
6. My friend Mike. Mike was my best friend as a child and we are still friends to this day. When I was 9 through 11 years old, we had sleep overs and would be up late at night praying together. We called our prayer times, “prayer sessions” – our friendship was an incredible blessing to my life at a young age and centered around our love for the Lord.
7. Growing up in church. I am thankful that my parents raised me in church where I learned God’s word and had many wonderful experiences. Even despite some hurtful church situations, I am grateful that I had the privilege to grow up in the house of the Lord.
8. My friend Joel. Joel became my best friend within 3-4 years after my family moved to a different town just before I turned 12. We became friends in the 9th or 10th grade and were inseparable during our high school years. Joel is a true friend and we remain close to this day. Our times together are some of the happiest memories of my life.
9. I believe it was in 1996 when I attended a conference with members of my church and heard Bill Wilson speak. He spoke with such compassion regarding his ministry to children. At that service, I felt like God placed His hand on me and commissioned me to His service. It was a special moment in my life.
10. I am thankful that God allowed me to grow up in Michigan, my home state. Growing up around beautiful lakes, streams, the Great Lakes, forests, and waterfalls left an indelible mark upon my soul and gave me a love for the water and the outdoors.
11. In 2000, God spoke to me in a dream to move to “Dallas, Texas” – it was a clear leading of the Spirit. I’ve been privileged to have been given numerous dreams from the Lord. I love how God speaks to me in dreams.
12. My education. I am thankful that God has allowed me to further my education through excellent institutions, from going to Bible school to getting my law degree.
13. My siblings. I am thankful for the fun times I have had with my 3 sisters. We’ve had good times together.
14. I was privileged to be a member at Mountain Creek Church for about 15 years. Those 15 years were years of growth, healing, serving God, and being a part of God’s work. Although we recently moved on from Mt. Creek, I am grateful for all God did in my life at Mt. Creek. The church will always have a special place in my heart.
15. During much of the same time I was at Mt. Creek, I worked for a Christian family owned furniture business. I worked there for over 13 years. Some of these years were a time of real frustration and disappointment, but I am grateful for how God grew me through the experience and the relationships gained along the way.
16. I am grateful for the encounters I have had with God, how He has pulled me up out of the pit of depression and despair and visited me in special ways in my life.
17. I am thankful for the gifts He has given me, such as writing and singing. I am thankful that God has allowed me to use my abilities for His kingdom.
18. I am thankful for the opportunities God has given me to serve Him on mission trips. I’ve been on several trips in Central America and a few trips in the United States. This week I get to preach in Mexico!
19. My in-laws, Victor and Bertha. When I married Leslie, I was given the added bonus of the most wonderful, genuinely loving and generous in-laws a son-in-law could ask for. As I write this, we’re enjoying a week at their home in Mexico. I love being with them.
20. Lastly, I am thankful for the promises God has given me that are yet fulfilled. Yes, I have had some disappointments. I’ve been angry with God. But, I believe the best is yet to come. Even though I’ve endured some dark days, days where I thought I would not make it, I can see how God has added blessing upon blessing to my life. He has restored joy to me, given me identity and purpose, and given me promises to look forward to. The best promise is the promise of a place in heaven, reserved for me. Thank you Jesus for all you’ve done!